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November 8, 2011. The day I thought to be OK and good but I was wrong. You know why? HAHA, chill. I will tell you in this post of mine. School ID, Clearance, Report Card with Parent’s Signature and PAYMENTS were only the few things which were knocking in my thoughts this early morning of the day. You know why, it’s enrollment period and I’ve got a lot of stuffs and sensible things to pay. Too bad.

When I arrived at school, the people were just so RELAXED like they don’t even give a damn care to when the enrollment was going to start. They were just sitting there in the bench talking about their lives– how they’ve missed each other for a long time, changes in their weights and body features, their vacation and of course, their crushes and sweethearts. And that’s okay. I understand them for acting like that because it’s been a while. And I’m happy for them. Yes, promise. Not a lie, okay? To tell you honestly, I missed them too but I am a kind of person that doesn’t really express what I feel. When you see me, you can picture out a blank image or emotion in my face but deep inside, the hell, I keep my emotions and feelings. It’s private and IRREVOCABLE If only they knew what I felt when I saw them, they would really give me a tight and long hug like what they did to me a few years back when the semestral break was over.

Enlistment started and I accomplished all the requirements and finally, after minutes of standing, sitting and waiting, I AM OFFICIALLY ENROLLED. No more, no less, no doubts. Indeed. It only means that I have to bring back my study habit of about 2-3 hours every Wednesday and Thursday with the phone and a little music in my hands and ears. It’s always been like that. From the start. I hope until the end.

I was about to go home when I remembered that I had a “misunderstanding” with my friend during the semestral break and up to now, it’s not yet solved. I was about to ask him if he’ll talk about it but unfortunately, he’s a late enrollee. And I can’t do anything with that. I can’t disturb him during the enrollment process because I might prolong his agony with those processes and long waiting and long standing. I don’t want that to happen. Tsk, too bad. I was hoping that today, we’ll be able to fix the mess that we’ve been through. Actually, I don’t have any idea of what was his reasons for sending that long message last October 27, 2011 at exactly 9:13 pm (the day before our Grand Production for MADS Theater Arts Workshop). That’s why, I wasn’t in the mood during the practice and plus, he was there when we were about to present our production. Too bad, my bad, my fault.  But even though I don’t have any idea of what he was trying to imply, I asked for sorry. As always. That’s me in the first place. Feeling sorry for things that I haven’t done. Maybe, that will always stay in me, no matte what.

Tomorrow’s going to be a tiring day. I am just hoping that we’ll be able to talk and fix this misunderstanding because the longer it will be left unattended, the more it will caused us. Really, Indeed. It’s been a day and I want to end this day with a good song in mind. HAHAA, I hope everyone can relate to this song. It’s entitled Promise the Stars by WeTheKings. Goodnight and Voila!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-Z3qhEvZyc

What a feeling to be back once again in the blogging world. It’s been a while since I was “away” in this world because of reasons that only me knows. Maybe there were times that I felt too lazy to write down what’s happening to me for the past few months. There were also times that I was so stubborn and because of that stupidity, I forgot to check this blog. And the rest of the reasons will be kept . Not your business anymore. I hope so.

Suddenly, it’s brighter than sunshine. And things have changed–some for good, the most was idon’t know. I don’t care either (denying).  Things have changed because we’ve let them be and we’ve also let them go. And we can’t do anything to bring them back (unless, if you have a time machine). Yes, things are temporary. Even people are only temporary. Like what they said, “Nothing and No one is temporary. All good stuffs will come to its end and all you’ve got to do is to ACCEPT them as they go and OPEN your windows to a new BEGINNING or BEGINNINGS rather”. Don’t ask me who said that phrase. I forgot.

Like what I said, I am for good. Yup. And what’s new with that is that FROM NOW ON, I won’t set passwords in my blog posts. Yes, starting at this moment. What’s the purpose of a blog if  you’re going to set those strange passwords for entry for whoever wants to see a glimpse of what your life has been. Nothing. So, I guess, it’s time to go beyond the limit zone. It will always be your choice if you’ll go with the negative infinity or in the positive infinity rather as long as you’re beyond your limit zone.

REMINDER: Whatever information or facts that you’ll be able to get or read in this blog, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, keep it to yourself. HAHA, you should or else, you might end up bad. I’m mysterious. You’ll not know what will I do if I caught you sharing some blessings in here.

Since it’s BRIGHTER THAN SUNSHINE, let me share this song to you by Aqualung.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3In8VPzZwAE

This post is for September 11, 2011.

Yehey! It’s a holiday for us today. No classes. Ofcourse, no subject to get worried and be stressed about and around.

I spent the whole morning texting with my batchmates, classmates, schoolmates, friends and ofcourse close friends. Whew! I woke up at around 8:00 a.m. because my phone beeped because of someone’s text and I didn’t had the time sleep back. That’s why I decided to do a lot of texting this morning )

In the afternoon, I spent my time in the school for 30 minutes in order to borrow a Calculus Book because my book was stolen and I don’t know who steal it. It’s expensive. I can’t afford to buy another copy of my own money. My parents will get angry at me if they’ll be able to know this. But, that’s okay. I’ll deserve it.

After I got the book from the school, I went to San Antonio Village to have a reunion with some of my cousins and ofcourse our parents as well. Even though our relatives are experiencing a fight with one another just recently, me and my cousins are not affected of their fights and misunderstandings. It seems like nothing ever happened to our family because of that SO DAMN and NONSENSE fight due to the properties of blah blah blah……

After the reunion, I went back to school in order to hang-out with my classmates and batchmates. I soaked up in rain when I arrived at the school. At first, we had our own groups but when Ivan came, we were like glued to each and everyone who is present during that time. I don’t even know why. He too was soaked up in the rain. When the rain was about to subside, I decided to free them with a simple dinner. There were nine of us namely–Ivan Lou, Jethro, Abner, Marlou, Jose Roel, Jerard Niño, Joanna Marie(only girl), Ansel Jason and ofcourse, Me ) During our dinner, we had a lot of time to talk about things in some perspective. There are times that we would talk about funny moments, past events and something worth of value. Also during that night, I noticed one of my companion that he is somewhat sad and worried. I can see it in his face. And ofcourse, I know the reason why. He was the one I am referring to my previous posts who is experiencing a problem right now. But I know that he’ll be okay. I know it. For sure. )

The time came when we need to depart our ways and we went home immediately after having that dinner in Brown Gate. Ofcourse, they’ve said their THANK YOU’s to me and I was glad to hear those words from them because there are times that people aren’t going to say anything after you’ve done something good to them. I am glad that my friends are not like that. Yes, totally.

I went home, we went home. When I arrived, nobody’s inside so, I decided to sleep for awhile and when I woke up, it’s already SEPTEMBER 10, 2011. )